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最近读了季芹的书《 這10個月-季芹愛的日記》 !
只能说做为母亲的真伟大 ！！！！

Queen` @* 11:06 PM
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Sunday, October 10, 2010

Uncle single since i was small till now always give we 3 sister $. Sometime $20, $50 or $100. Yesterday he give mi $100 but i reject.

Reason i reject was i'm very confuse & mad! Quite a lot of time when uncle give us $ mum saw it she will say tis to uncle ...
Mom: Don't haf to give us $ le 3 of us grown up le start to earn $ le ...

There's oso another time when both sis not @ home uncle wan mi pass the $ to them. When 大姐 cum back hm i pass the $ to her she ask mi while holding the $ ...
大姐: Why still give us $ ?
When she ask mi her expression was like why you go accept the $ ??????????? How you wan mi to answer you back ...... My mind was thinking uncle told mi pass to you, u accept 就对了.

Yesterday uncle give mi the $100 while mum was @ home she heard & saw how i reject uncle by push here & there the $ . No matter how i reject it uncle still refuse to keep back & he just walk away.

When he's gone i pass the $100 to mom !
Why i made such decision since i hate my mum so so much becuz:
  • I really dun wanna accept the $
  • Mom always nag tat dad give her the household $ not enough
  • If i accept tis time wonder mum will scold mi again ma ? somemore recently once we open mouth & tok we sure 100% will qurral
So my thinking was giving her tat $100 is the best choice !!

When dad came back home mom told dad what has happend.. After tat dad came to mi wif that $100 on the hand ...
Dad: Keep the $100. Uncle give you $ cannot push here & there . Uncle give u 3 sister $ accept it better den he give the $ to my gangster cousin who are very very~ BAD !

This is what i'm confuse & mad about !
每个人说不同的话。
Who should i follow/listen to?Should i accept the $ a not?
I know no matter what decision i made all of u are not happi wif it.
Somemore now grown up le know how to think le always accept uncle $ i oso feel veri paiseh when everytime he cum to our house like he feed us lidat !!
I reali dislike the FEELING so so much !!!

Queen` @* 11:07 PM
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Saturday, October 9, 2010



















I've been reading this book yesterday & I cry ..
The reason i cry is because the author write abt how he have 小古 this dog from e start till the dog pass away !!!!
The author mention every single moment he spend wif the dog 小古 !
The time they went out for walk, shower, 小古 scare of thunder, 小古 super sick till unable eat, doc even suggest to inject e dog n let it slp !!! All is totally same as PIPI so while reading i will oso think of the moment i spend wif pipi .
The book oso stated tat 小古 birthday is at 12 Aug & the author himself always forgt abt it ...
Pipi birthday was at 31 Aug which tat we oso always forgot abt it too ....

小古 has pei the author for 11 years + 108 days.
Pipi has pei mi for 11 years but hw mani days nt sure !!!
This book really write out my feeling toward pipi ~

Queen` @* 7:29 PM
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Friday, October 8, 2010

Been readin teenage magazine ytd a gal wrote a letter to the magazine sayin abt her problem & i happen to read tat part ...

Gal:
I dunno what I'm living for ? I find it difficult to cool around with people. I think i have
social anxiety. I hardly socialise. This situation has prevented me from living the life
i want. I keep to myself. Experienced breathing difficulties before fear of going out alone as i feel that people are watching me !!!

When i read tat it's totally how i feel inside my heart & mind all these year !!!! I reali dunno hw to bring myself to tell my frenz abt tis !!! I'm afraid they either dun got wat i mean or will think tat i'm weird !

My life is a big ZERO !!

Queen` @* 8:00 PM
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